Back in February. The 29th, to be exact.

I feel sick though, now kind of, but just all the time. It's lasted almost a week. Guilt or anxiety or longing. I don't know...
It's like butterflies gone wrong, it isn't a good anxious feeling, it's one that makes you want to vomit, one that puts that lump in your throat or that dryness in your mouth, but you can't get rid of it because you can't eat or drink without wanting to spew it all back up again. The that just adds and awful smell. I call that feeling in your gut, with all the side effects.... MOTHS.