20/10/08 Heimweh.

I'm feeling uncomfortable again, waking with that feeling of anxiety and insecurity. Waking to find myself in a strange bed, in a strange house with people i don't really know.

Of course i'm comfortable with them, but it's not exactly home.

I cuddle my travel man every night so tight, afraid that i might lose the thing that brings real comfort from home.

I don't like it when he's on the floor, buried under things, or even laying face down..... weird huh?

I also feel especially home sick when i wear Josh's socks.

It's funny how the smallest things can mean so much to you when you're not at home.

Currently listening to: (acoustic) Swing life away- Rise against.